The Gap

I always have this thought on my mind, but no one had ever actually said it to me. Now someone did. I met a new security guy of the learning English center where I always attend. He said something about my job, "The gap is so far!"

Well, it's understandable because my job as a crew store and have a membership in a learning English center, which most of the members are coming from wealthy families. Well... again, it's understandable.

The problem is, what did I feel when I heard that. "It's true" that's my natural response. I also felt sad, because no matter how I tried to deny it, it's actually true. After what he said, I don't know why, I have no guilt feeling about it, nor feel angry or mad to that security guy, but I felt so much motivated to improve myself.

Why did it happen?

Did I feel that much uncomfortable with my current situation right now? Or did I want to prove that what that security said was wrong? I don't know to be honest.